As children, Lexie and Annie were incredibly close. Bonded by the death of their beloved father and their mother’s swift remarriage, they weathered the storms of life together. When Lexie leaves home to follow her dream, Annie is forced to turn to her leather-bound journal as the only place she can confide her deepest secrets and fears… As adults, sisters Lexie and Annie could not be more different. Lexie is a doctor, successful in her practice and happily engaged. Annie is addicted to heroin – a thief, a liar, and unable to remain clean despite the fact that she is pregnant. When Annie’s newborn baby is in danger of being placed in foster care, Annie picks up the phone to beg her sister for help. Will Lexie agree to help and take in her young niece? And how will Annie survive, losing the only thing in her life worth living for?
A couple of years ago I read A Mother’s Confession and completely fell in love with it. When I saw that Kelly Rimmer had written a new book, I instantly knew that I wanted to read it. Before I Let You Go is yet another beautiful and devastating novel that had me in tears when I finished it.
This is the story of two sisters, Lexie and Annie, who don’t have an easy childhood. But as it usually happens, some kids face tragedies better than others. And while Lexie grew up to be a successful doctor, her sister Annie, who was full of life and creativity, became addicted to drugs. During many years, Annie turned to Lexie when she didn’t know what to do, but this time it’s her worse yet: she’s pregnant and her baby might be in danger. So Lexie tries to help her one more time… but is it too late for Annie and the baby?
I find stories about addicts to be extremely interesting, and the more books I read about this topic & the more films I watch, the more I believe this illness to be one of the scariest ones. When I was younger, I didn’t understand how people could so easily become addicted and I didn’t even feel super sorry for them. However, many years later, I can understand them perfectly and I wish there were more things we could do about drug addiction.
This book is told in two different voices: first of all, we have Lexie’s story in the present, when we learn all about Annie’s pregnancy and her fight to give up drugs once and for all. But every few chapters, we also read about Annie’s and Lexie’s childhood, told by Annie in a journal format that fitted the story so well. Both storylines were equally compelling, but as usual, I’m always more attracted to the coming of age part of the story, and especially here, because we learn how Annie became the person she is now.
This is a wonderfully written book, smart and delicate, perfect for fans of emotional reads and Diane Chamberlain. Be aware that it’s not a happy novel, so definitely have some tissues nearby… However, even if you cry, I’m sure you will find Before I Let You Go as beautiful as I did.
P.S Does anyone else think that Lexie’s husband was too perfect? I’m so used to thrillers that I was totally waiting for him to become the villain of the story lol
Kelly Rimmer is the USA Today bestselling women’s fiction author of five novels, including Me Without You and The Secret Daughter. She lives in rural Australia with her husband, two children and fantastically naughty dogs, Sully and Basil. Her novels have been translated into more than twenty languages.
Thanks to the publishers for providing me a copy in exchange for an honest review